My NUT has me a bit crazy these days. It’s OK. What does not kill you makes you stronger. Isn’t that what they say? Well, I agree. After all, the challenging times in life have served me well. Making my Coco more resilient!
What I have learned and put into practice this week is the following: There is NOTHING “out there” in the world to “fix” People, Circumstances etc... The key is the “inner” work. In my experience in this practice; I have truly felt more peace and happiness. It’s putting the focus back on me. Who am I not forgiving? What am I not giving in this situation? When you play the victim role- where my NUT loves to linger. I lose my power. The only one that can bring me peace and happiness is ME! When I am in that space, abundance and love flows. There is a trust in what is; all falls in to place perfectly. It’s a change of focus from the false to the truth. I am not preaching it’s easy. I do cry. Although, I refuel my Coco with positive stuff, start floating and FINALLY make it to shore.
Talk about crying. On the show I am in, The Great Food Truck Race. I have been featured crying. There is someone that tweeted. “Stop Crying, It’s embarrassing”. With all do respect. I will not stop crying. If you see me crying on the show it’s because, I need to cry. After all, it IS reality and I am playing ME! It is very stressful being on the road. We are shooting 12 hour days and eliminations are grueling. One hardly gets any sleep. That’s how I deal; with my tears. :)On a Happier note. Thank you Salt Lake City for your support of Café Con Leche. In all honesty, I met some of the nicest people ever in YOUR city! I even had a lady give me her jacket because it was cold. It was truly an awesome experience selling food in SLC. We came in 2nd place. Watch this week as we head to Denver. The Great Food Truck Race on The Food Network Sunday @ 9pm. Dale!
